20th Anniversary

Today is the 20th anniversary of the day we met!  20 years!  Where has the time gone?  If you would have asked me then, where I would be today, I couldn't have possibly imagined where I'd be.  If you would have asked me later that week, I would have hoped I'd be with you.  That is still my hope for the future, that someday, somehow, God will work it out so we can be together. To serve Him.

I miss our connection so badly.  I long to look in your eyes.  I'm so sorry I hurt you and that you are so afraid of my love, that you associate it with pain.

I sent you a message on Facebook today about Dave's uncle's Jeep and the panel truck.  I know you don't know the significance of today, but I needed to mark the day and share a tiny bit of it with you.

Dave and Missy are for now.
You and I are forever.

editing:

You read my message and about an hour and a half later you answered!  You are out in the beautiful weather enjoying your Jeep. You said you were out showing a house to someone.  Right before you replied to my message you changed your profile pic to one of your Jeep in front of your Grandfather's machine shop.  Facebook showed that you answered from your phone near Mont Clare, PA.  Soooo cool that you wrote to me "in real time".  You replied back so quickly and while you were out and about!   I love you so much!  Your last line said "Get out and enjoy that Volvo too!" Kinda like you wanted to have a shared experience with me.

I had internet radio on and Bonnie Tyler's "Total Eclipse of the Heart" was on.  I decided to check to see if you had written and you had!  Totally fitting and especially today, "Once upon a time I was falling in love, now I'm only falling apart..."