When we broke up, the anger and unforgiveness is what let me get so far from you. That is not what I wanted. That deep part of my heart that is yours is so fiercely guarded and has always loved you. No one can get in and I don't want them to, that place is yours. You were the one who discovered it, I never new that place in my heart existed before you. Being with him is easy/safe because I know he does not have the power to hurt me, he can't touch that deep part of me.
The anger is gone and I have truly forgiven you with Jesus' help. All that is left is the love that never died.
The pain of being without you is awful. The void can only be filled by you.
